Today I miss Uno Yang.

But even more than the past nine months we’ve been together (:

It comes to a point where I tell myself:

Time to rid my life of people who only knows how to ask & take; but probably never thought once of giving. 

I would like to have someone who’s not afraid to tell me he misses me, at the least, or that he loves me, at the most, in front of his friends. I won’t show more than what I already did knowing I won’t get something equivalent to it back… But this is all me, not we. It’s time for me to take a step back and do a self-check; better understand myself first before understanding others.

This boy here, he’s my best friend <3

I’m going to force myself to be happy… honestly, I can’t afford to hurt the people I love; it only brings more pain.

Tired of everything nowadays. It’s pointless trying to make people understand.

I know it’s hard to remember,

The people we used to be… 

It’s even harder to picture,

That you’re not here next to me.

Lately it’s gotten so hard to find happiness but that’s only because there’s too much focus on the negative & not enough focusing on the positive. Being stuck in those moments kill and drains our energy dry. But thinking about the extreme possibility of not having you as a part of my life is saddening; frightens me. I don’t want to imagine or feel any part of that because in these past months, we’ve grown so much together. I still believe in us & I know you do too. I hope you know the last thing I wanna give to you is to give up on us. In fact, I don’t ever wanna do that. I still believe in the importance of our relationship and that we’re gonna go far. Yeah, it may seem so absurd to others… but this is between you and I. & In this part of my life, what they think don’t matter to me. I know we both said a lot of hurtful things to one another, but I also know that we truly still love… it’s still there and it’s always been there.

Happy 9 Months, Uno Yang! I love you.

Never waste your time trying to explain who you are to people who are committed to misunderstanding you. - Dream Hampton

That is enough said.

So it’s not gonna be easy. It’s gonna be really hard. We’re gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day.

<3 The Notebook

Silence is holy. It draws people together because only those who are comfortable with each other can sit without speaking. This is the great paradox.

I was so sure…

But I guess that’s just me. Not you.

“I’m happy that you’re mines =)”

- Uno Yang; 5/2/12. 2:54 PM.

“To me,

Fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death.”